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Loved once
Loved once
I was loved once,
By the real love a girl wants,
I wasn't enough,
Cause he never came back.
He didn't give me the chance to prove it,
He might think he did,
But was so important the distance,
That he preferred to stay away.
That force of loving,
Was an impact in my life,
I wished with my heart,
That same love touches his heart.
I waited as a human with hopes,
I waited asking for angels to support,
I screamed to the sky,
I asked to heaven...
I wasn't enough?
How come this till hurts?
Why should I take the hardest part?
Why ...if It wasn't me who insisted...
Why I'm the guilty one...?
And I should say:
"again"...
I was wrong...again.
My tears hasn't stop since that day,
My heart is till broken,
My happiness is just an empty expression.
This love I'm talking,
Is just a shade,
Never disappears,
Just follow me all time.
What man is really responsible for his acts?
Where can I find that man?...
That man who slaved me with passion,
That man who took my strength.
I know my self enough to say...
I never offered to be perfect...
I run away while I could,
I'm sorry I was that weak,
Now...
I can't forget your touch,
Your smile,
Your face,
Your voice,
Your love.
What can I do to have you in my hands again?
Should I die and wait for you up there?
My body is thirsty,
My lips are dried,
My heart is as you left it...
Hurt and weak.
How can I keep the sanity of my mind,
If you disappeared every time you wanted?
Im not looking for love,
cause Im just tired of being betrayed...
Im just crying enough...
Lidia Avilés
April 20, 2009
