For singles

Im finally getting my self back again.

I feel that I was out of my real life so long. But im here ....Im back.

God has listened my prayers and I feel more than secure about everything.
My awesome God is amazing!!!

I bet you (the reader) remember those times when you were a child that didn't think about relationships out of the nucleon family. Those days that your priorities were daddy, mommy, the school....games, playing, etc.

Im getting back on those days but with a mature perspective of living.

My worries for so long were That guy, this guy, the other guy, etc. Fridays nights, Saturdays nights, dressing, clubbing, chilling, flirting, ambitious jobs, good looking goals...
now In a mature kiddo perspective my worries aren't worries, just placer of serving the persons I love: God, my family, my friends, my self. My job isn't exactly a day pay job, I decided to own my own tinny world, a next futuristic optimistic empire with not ambitious greater than serve my Only Lord: Jesus.

I cant believe I used to buy 4 my self clothes every Thursday so I could go out with a brand new outfit just to flirt some asshole that Most of the time are single cause they don't know how to keep or establish a healthy relationship.

I used to think that I was lucky finding single hot looking have brain guys around...now that Im this new age guiding by real truth I can see I was maybe the last lucky in the world.
Now we don't exactly know if a guy single is single cause he is loyal to him self, or single cause he doesn't know him self enough to decide what he wants.

I remember I spoke with this guy once about "relationships" and he told me he wasn't ready to settle down... lol It was the 2nd guy saying the same b4 praying to God to get me back after that comment that they usually like saying.
And I remember we were having so many discussions about his behavior with some other "nobody" girl, so he got the trash out of his lips and said: "I don't have any girlfriend and im not married so I don't have to give any explications to nobody, Im single and I like being like that cuz I do what I want and I want everything I do" * Its hard to forget those words. I liked him saying that cuz for the very first time he showed him self what he was without lying. So I came out with a phrase "One self is loyal to the feeling not to the person" ... If the person doesn't feel...there is nothing to do.

"Being single is like being virgin, *only one time.* Cuz after that, you get divorced, separated, stolen, clowned, but not single anymore." Got to take care of it for a good reason, in which I consider my self enough honest to tell the guys that are always trying to get in my pants what they deserve.

Clear as the water. Let go the contamination and private your self of hurting someone that maybe loves you for good.

I came back as that baby that came to this earth 21 years ago on May 13 1987.

Hope all of u guys, get the real mss on this written and don't get confused by interpreting the wrong idea, as it usually happens.

Lidia Aviles